Can't sleep, my breathe is heavy, tired? For sure, i would like to sleep but im afraid to sleep. Have been 4days like this. The ANXIETY i can say. Realize since this pandemi hits Indonesia, the covid-19.
I can say, it difficult to catch my own breathe. And have a thought that "oh maybe this a heart attack or oh maybe its a silent death..." These thoughts are make me scare, because i feel im not ready for die...not yet make my parent proud, not yet become good mother for my only son....
My eyes are tired, and i need to try to sleep..hey thought "everything will be ok, tomorrow morning you will wake up and be a better mother for your son and the world gonna be better... "
Good night thought.
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