my route life

"If you could have one wish, what would it be?"

Common question but hard to answer, usually people would say want three more wishes, but then it still hard to answer for the last wishes. But then I'm thinking about my route life what I've been through it until now.

Well I know from my ages, my life is still amateur if comparing with the other. But hey every people has their own path and destiny, be free to made a choice to follow it or not. And me, I'm lucky I did. My friend say beside lucky need courage to made that choice. Maybe I didn't realize that I have that courage I just following, because what I've been through in my past it's make me like this. Enjoying the rest of my life with happiness and trying to not feel regret.

In all my life I'm not the "it child". Not popular at school, collage, society, even at family, way way to be the "it child". I don't know how to say, are my childhood was happy or not, I just remember some memory like; I like a bread with butter and sugar for breakfast, my hair is like a hedgehog since I born, I was felt from up stair when I was one years old because my sister didn't take care of me as well (I don't remember that but my mum and my sister told me that). I'm a cranky child, so sensitive even until I'm a teenager. And teenagers is difficult time, yes I've been felt that. Teenager is the moment when I feel a low point, my parents always proud with my two older sister coz their achievement (until now) and I feel been ignored, I'm invisible, what I'm doing is always wrong and makes me so depressed until I almost killed my self that time but thanks GOD I don't have that guts to do that.

I'm start to enjoy my life is when I in collage, learning about people and how's life works. And for the next step I really thankful to one of my friend who introduce me with traveling world, because from there I learn a lots about life from people that I met and also how I should appreciated my life because we live just for once that's people usually forgot, I'm almost forgot. Traveling is open my mind.

Right now I feel my life is amazing, I know and realize that my route still long, I'm still gonna have a great story in the future but I don't want feel it by my self, because it's feel so suck I can't share my happiness 'coz I really know how it's feel and I'm choose to not feel it again.

"So, I wish someday I found a person who can be my partner, my best friend living through together every moment that we will through until the rest of our life".

 hakuna matata,
cheers.