A year and half after my last post, lots of things happen in my life (for sure, im still human). Because of a friend remind me about my life was, Its kinda nostalgia or reminder. Then I Start to open my old laptop and connect to internet, open tumblr account and find this link again. Almost forget about this all stuff, and even I was thinking this blog I already closed and delete, but not... :)
Well I give the review about what happen with my route trip:
ROUTE 29
I Always avoid and never planning to tied the knot, NEVER! But what can I say if my destiny, my route that I through will be make a BIG/HUGE/MASSIVE decision to say YES for lets getting married question, even after I ignore it for more than two months. In that time I feel this is not the right time, feel scares, lot of things that make me rethinking again about the answer, lots of tears too. Its not because I feel unsure with the man who asked me, but its me who afraid about the commitment, afraid that I will hurt him, afraid that I will lost my freedom, afraid that I can not be my own self. Too much afraid that I feel in that time. But in the end I say Yes, with reason I have to married if I would like to have a baby. And also with condition I will not treat you as a husband but will treat you as a partner.
Traveling YES...
After up and down drama, finally the happy moment come.... Travel, route trip to ITALY... hahaha... Dream come true, ROME - CASTIGLIONE - VENEZIA - SARDEGNA - CARLOFORTE my GOD, its so beautiful....historical, how come that all building still exist and stay in there for many decade.... It cant say by words, just Drop Jaw moment.... :D
HOBBIES
I guess in this route I start do my hobbies again and trying to focus to make a business. And at the beginning was difficult because no money to start, little bit stressful but slowly getting better and much better...kinda love it but still need more focus and more learn again. Too much ideas and can not (yet) decide which one that I will make it serious...
and I guess that is enough for the recap of my Route 29... hopefully will start again to write in the half of ROUTE 30.....
see you soon...
hakuna matata..
