I can not sleep, my leg is in pain suddenly. This pain make me thinking alots of things in the past about my room, traveling and finally Him....
Now I feel missing my past so much, sweet, sour, sad, happiness, bitter and dark moment that I've been through. And thinking about him I feel my pain become double tonight.
This is my second regret decision that I was made.
I'm regret that I was treat you like a shit in the last time we meet... Even I always say this to you, I will say it again everytime I remember you.... I'm so sorry... I dont know how I can do that to you...
I know I cant rewind that moment, I just can pray for you... I pray that you will find tons of happines and success with your job.
Huff there is nothing more that I can say again... Too much pain and tears now....
Well when I'm ready, I really would like to see you again... And hope that my pray for you become reality.
take care and be healty until we meet again. Thank you silly monkey.
